Choices

So, it’s a Tuesday again & for some reason a month or two ago I decided that was a day I would write and share.

So.. what to share? I guess I’ve made some choices recently that have made me think about… making choices. Choices and decisions and tasks that I procrastinate because of that thought: that I should devote a special time to consider and explore all options before I act. And whilst, yes, that may seem like good advice it can be a little debilitating. Neurotic? Perhaps.

I tend to flux and flow (like that song by Lights) between rash spontaneous decision making (and, ahem, purchases) and painfully slow decision making.

Perhaps what I’m getting at is this: things and choices and options – they are always percolating somewhere in the brain, in the consciousness. On a walk admiring the wind, whilst sweeping, doing the laundry, driving… talking with friends… it all helps the decision making process. It doesn’t have to be a moment of sudden realisation and it doesn’t have to be memorable. Sometimes you gotta give it some time, and other times you just have to go for it.

So what if it doesn’t work out? I can name plenty of things in my life that have not turned out the way I had originally planned and, as it turns out, I was grateful. It brought me closer to me, or to a new friend, a new love, a new place.

There is something bigger than me and my analytical, disorganised brain. Perhaps there is some larger guiding power that exists in what I perceive to be disorganised chaos… and maybe I should get a really good day-planner… who knows!

Anywho – just a little blah post to say that if there is any decision or choice you’ve been deliberating on… why not just decide now and act? You’ve probably been stewing on it for a while… so go!

Lots of love from me and my sleepy brain and cuppa tea to you.

Xxx Kelsey.